yasmin

2011-03-20T09:58:00.001-07:00

seriously, i dont know what i want.
he hurted me so much, but i keep thinking bout him.
fuck, he is a bastard.
STOP THINKING .

2011-03-19T19:40:00.000-07:00

if i had a time machine, would i still choose to go with him?
he is such a nice guy. waited for me everytime even tho im late. gave me a big smile when he sees me. gave me babypig and say that whenever i have any troubles and he is not with me, i could cry to it. go shopping with me even tho it's boring. bought me things that i want. accompanied me to many places. brought me to eat good stuffs. and so many more..
but now, because we were just acquainted. he got himself a new gf. during those days when we were still ACQUAINTED and when he has a new girlfriend, he could still say those sweettalks. say that he missed me. cant wait to see me. i thought i caused all the misery. but, i didnt know that.. it was him, who had another girl. i kept asking him whats wrong. he said i cant tell you whats wrong. and when i knew he got a gf before we broke up, he said it's what u've done and what have happened. once i asked him, will we still be together? he said no we wont be together anymore. if i knew that he already has a girlfriend i wont ask that.. but yet he made that seems that it's all my fault.
whenever i msg him, he will feel so irritated that his msg will end up "oh lol. okok" i told yuen that i think i will be with him forever. but now, i tink im lucky that i wont. i wont wan a guy who two-timed and said that he didnt two-timed because you and i were just acquainted, call himself a bastard den make it such that I AM THE ONE WHO SAID THAT HE IS A BASTARD. i wont want someone whos mouth is so sweet. i wont want someone who said that he will still keep in contact and never contacts me again. i wont want someone who walks out on you when you needed him most. i wont want someone is only looking for lust relationship.
and only, his current girlfriend would give him that lusty relationship that he wants. but if i were him, i will never have a girlfriend who had sex with so many people before him. i will never have a girlfriend that i used to said "eeeeeeeee (inputs new gf name)" whenever i think and talked about her.

i still love him.
but with all these, im sure im happy that im not with him now.
i never thought he would be like this.
i told everyone that he is a nice guy, he wont cheat me, he is not a playboy.
and yea, he was everything opp.
when i broke up with him, he cut his arms, cried, made me go back to him.
when he broke up with me, he got himself a new gf EVEN BEFORE THE BREAKUP, ignore me and all.

well.
i will get over him sooner or later.
but yasmin, you're not to think about going back to him anymore.

2011-03-17T17:52:00.000-07:00

he is just a bastard.
he isnt true to you since then.
all those are just to trick you to let him do his experiments.
let him know how does a kiss, hug feels.
contact you?
bullshit. i guess he will only contact your family when u're dead.

2011-03-04T09:52:00.000-08:00

i wanna become rich so that i can be pretty, slim and attractive.
cos this is what all guys want.
isnt it, baby?

2011-02-27T05:02:00.000-08:00

When guys like you, they msg you, please you, make you happy.. When they get sick of you, they ignore ur msges, treat u as transparent, think that you're over him and treat u like one of his hi bye friends when they see u. When u're with him, U think that he is such a great guy. He is nothing like those playboys outside. But when they ditch you because of NO REASON, FEELINGS FOR YOU HAVE FADED, den u'll think otherwise.. And be careful if they tell u this: will you still be my friend? I will still contact you. C'mon. They are just kidding you. U'll never receive a msg from them first. Because if they msg you, they think that u'll think he still likes u. So it's always you who starts the conversation. In conclusion, everything isn't his fault. Including those faded feelings.

2011-02-22T09:01:00.000-08:00

everytime i see you, i'll end up crying to myself at night. i really wonder how you can sleep so soundly at night and not think bout it anymore. i saw your smiles and laugh from far, im sure u lived fine without me. and seriously, im sure that you dont usually think of me anymore. u dont reply my msges, and u dont msg me. u said u would continue to contact me. but u keep ignoring me.

2011-02-07T03:39:00.000-08:00

i dont know how you can be like this. one moment you are so sweet to her. the next moment, you throw her away because you think your feelings for her has faded. YOU ARE JUST SO SCARY.

2011-02-05T09:13:00.000-08:00

SERIOUSLY, whats the point if u dont love her anymore? she is waiting for u every single minute, how bout you?

2010-10-24T08:08:00.000-07:00

taiwan hongkong 12D11N holiday was fun (:
bought lotsa stuffs and ate lotsa stuffs.

and.

count down 8 weeks to holiday! :D
malacca genting KL here i come!

2010-09-18T00:02:00.000-07:00

sianzxzxzx. was supposed to go for an interview today. but sharon and madeline dont wanna accompany me there! hahaaa. $1-1.55k per month. LOL i intend to work for 1 month only. BUT i didnt go for interview ! LOL . wth. so now, i'll stay home everyday and work on expanding my business. haha. just got my distributorship from geomedical. hoping to earn a lil more money each month by selling them.
well. trng is tough. though it's like no chance to play for polite and ivp, so what? at least i get to exercise manzxzx. hahaa. but im becoming fatter each day. wed's trng was torturous. chair,shoe bag, and everything "nice". do till leg superb pain. and thurs, i went to the gym because jiaolian say every trng must run 3 rounds before trng starts. so i went to run in the gym in preparation for friday's trng. and i was so smart to continue to do weights and all, hoping that it will help me stretch my muscles. in the end, i've got double dosage of ACHES. haha. friday's trng. everyone like pregnant woman sia. :D haaaa. sit down : AHHHH!~ walk also awkward. and we did chair, and two other drills which are equally torturous. haha. but aft trng. muscles are RELIEVED! :D cooooool. but we had to run 3rounds before trng and 4 rounds aft trng! but i ran a total of 5 rounds only lah. was trying to cheat before trng. but aft trng cant , cos got darren :D hahaa.

you know , i kept telling myself to do better each day, fight for ur own position. but seriously, there's a limit to everything. so if that's the furthest u can go, it's fated, u must stop there. wait till u're really ready, den you'll carry on. before my main exam, i was alr like kicked down to the end of everything. im nothing. and because of that i kept thinking that i cannot make it and i will nv succeed. reluctant to go for trng and all. i really feel good playing in hsc. and when i play there, it feels like im superb. but this cant carry on. so aft wed's trng, i've decided. i cant be in the main team anymore. but so what? just show that im a worthy player to teach. at least im not there to play. im there to learn. i know chen jiaolian said that if you dont fight for the position, u will never get to play. but like i've said. i dont feel good playing there. wo bu neng fang kai lai da. so i guess, now .. i should try my best to feel relaxed and feel comfortable playing with my teammates more than fighting for a place. only when i overcome the fear of playing with them, den i will improve.

2010-09-14T00:53:00.000-07:00

HOLIDAYS AGAIN! :D IM BLOGGING WITH MY PHONE AND I DONT KNO WHY THE LETTERS ARE ALL CAPSLOCKED. (X ANYW, IM BUSY DOING BUSINESS AND YA, I THINK I SHOULD GET A JOB OUTSIDE. :D IM TOO FREE AND IM TOO POOR AT THE SAME TIME.. OKAY LOVE YOU ALL . IM GOING TO MEET 4 BUYERS NOW. :D

2010-08-17T20:22:00.000-07:00

hahaa. this is the first time im blogging with my phone. hahaa. real cool (: anyw, im supposed to go and repair my LG and get my stocks replenished. but it is raining heavily outside (and crystal is studying..) hahaaaahaaaaaa. so i cant go out. most prob aft lunch ba (:

2010-08-07T01:19:00.000-07:00

YAY! it's finally BREAKADOODLES!~ (;
hehehe. gonna have my break till 6sept. and start my semester break on 8 sept till oct:D heheee!
yayyyy! dont be jealous people! :D
MUAHAHAHHHAHAHAHHHAHAHAA. CRYSTAL !!! HAHHAHAHHAA.
i know she'll read this ONE DAY. and she'll be angry when she sees this :D
but dont worry. when u're having ur holiday. i'll be studying :D and counting down 7 weeks to ANOTHER BREAK! :D MUAHAHHAHAHHAHAA :D

okay im lookin forward to syog (:
cos there's unlimited bus rides. and im actually looking forward to that more (:
okay bye :D

2010-07-21T09:24:00.000-07:00

i feel so sick and tired of school. i miss my best friends in hsc. maybe no one will read this. but i dont care.

everytime when someone asks me about school. my answer will always be "great. school's great!"
how's your classmates? "great! they're great!"
my ass. AND IM FINALLY SAYING THE TRUTH .

2010-06-25T06:27:00.000-07:00

im still thinkin whether i should go Philippines or not ! ):
it's less than SGD$1k for 10days. during my september vacation. ofcourse, it's for charity (: im so kind. but i dont kno i've enough money or not !! ): sianzxzxzxz ttm. scarly got hk or tw trip during sept . den if i go both i'll be BROKE. AMS AMS AMS.. u just keep flying around the world manzxzxzxzxzx.

2010-06-19T08:34:00.001-07:00

BUY YOUR IPOD & HEADSET FROM http://www.moooveit.weebly.com/ ! :D

today when i was chionging to eastpoint. some weird guy gave me a flyer. LOL.
"MIRACLE SERVICE" @ lighthouse (:
inside there are lotsa examples of people being healed from diseases and even oppression of evil spirit. i tink this is not funny. but it made me tink.. like .. funny huh? when u aren't sick, God doesnt exist. when u're sick den u turn to God, seek for forgiveness and try to be good so that God, who is always that understanding, will forgive all ur sins and heal u from ur illness. weird. funny. and whatever. i tink we shouldnt do that. esp when u give out flyers saying MIRACLE SERVICE. people will infer that that service is for sick people who wants to get well. that isnt the case at all ! and that SHOULDNT be the case at all !

2010-05-21T08:46:00.000-07:00

wah damn sian. i'm superb pissed off with u okay. whats the problem with u !

2010-05-17T08:54:00.000-07:00

i dont wan go school. ):

2010-05-15T21:42:00.000-07:00

hello (:
school is gonna be tough for me now. cos i seriously dont understand a thing ! ): even for engineering math 2 ! idk how to do the test ! T.T lotsa tests coming up ! ): tmr there's EFFCOM and FACOM. i havent studied cos i've no motivation. so ya, i'll study it later :O
major sorethroat and dry cough is disturbing me ! ): sad ttm. cant concentrate.

back to trng on wednesday . kind of lousier than before. LOL . last time so lousy alr now still lousier )x haiis. i'll get back my momentum soon. anyw, PWW is back man. we're competing if there isnt any prob (eg, U19 cancelled due to .... ???) yeahhh (: fun man. gonna play with clare sharon & qtss ppl :D fun ttm.

anyw, im selling ONTO headphones, superb fasionable earpiece @ cheaper price. very reliable, cos it's ME. :D hahaa. SGD$38 is the usual price for ONTO headphones they sell outside. im selling it at SGD$23,26,28 for different designs (: limited editions is the most ex one lah (: earpiece is only like 10 or 11 bucks (: so if you're interested please visit www.moooveit.blogspot.com Y

2010-05-14T09:48:00.003-07:00

webcam with ur sisters = FUN ! :D hahahaaaa!
PWW is back in action with 5 new members yo :D hahaaa.

2010-04-28T08:51:00.000-07:00

yasmin has great seniors (:
and im really proud to say that.

every training, i've been playing lousily . but they are so encouraging. just now i posted something on my fb wall . the replies i got really touched me. okay, even if i dont get into the team, i feel team spirit. like they are so strong, so united. (:

2010-04-21T21:11:00.001-07:00

im waiting to go school now. so ya , im gonna blog ! :D hahaa.

school is fun (: i guess? LOL. and yeah i told this to jk and i wanna share this with u ppl lah :D hahaa. it's really great to do something u're interested in. the passion makes u love practically everything. even language classes are fun TTM. LOL. im serious cos there's this eng course called EFFCOM and WRTORAL which stands for effective communication and writing & oral communication, i totally enjoyed the class can? altho u kno, my eng sucks to the core. so ya, those JC ppl out there. u all should really choose something that u really like when u get into a university (:

training is fun. but seriously, im really scared when i play in TP. everyone was once a champion and im just a nothing. okay lah, im a champion somehow too lah. but not in vball. so im super stress when playing with them . i really like my seniors cos they really showed how a senior should be like. like for example, when i do something wrong and i said sorry. they will say nevermind just keep trying. the first impression of them is really great. they are great seniors (: drills are tiring. i had to do 4sets of receiving yest idk why. but yea feels great to learn how to be BRAVE. cos the spikes are from the guys and jiaolian. it's STRAIGHT DOWN TO THE 3M LINE. hard and strong. the first few times i took the receives from jiaolian i was like trembling and closing my eyes to receive them. den he told me dont need to be scared and if im scared i will never get to "feel the ball" u know. (: so ya, im still trying not to be scared. ):

and aft that , matches! i was so lucky that i can play in the same team as my very pro seniors thru-out. and i totally suck . was damn scared can? and the first time i stood in the court the first thing i was thinkin is "wah, how come the court so small?" like.. u know, they are so tall that wherever they stand it's alr like covered. and i feel damn safe playing with them cos they are like 5 xinghaos @ spans. LOL . :D but stupid me. so lousy. that i tink i pulled the team down. :( jiaolian calls me AH WAN. LOL cos my name is too diff to rmb. sometimes when he called me i also nv ans him cos NOBODY IN THE WORLD CALLS ME AH WAN. LOL okay. oh back to jiaolian. yeah he is very encouraging (: love this kind of jiaolian. ( AND OFCOURSE I LOVE MY CHEN JIAOLIAN MORE! XD ) hahaa. later kena whacked by wanchew. XD oh and. time is up. i gotta go :D BYEEE :D
it's PRNASC AGAIN ! :(

2010-04-20T07:07:00.000-07:00

AMS P1002 ROCKS (:
and lol, im blogging cause.. i feel guilty doing the same topic as lucas. ):
im sorry , really.

2010-04-18T07:33:00.000-07:00

IM TALKING TO SO MANY PEOPLE THAT I CANNOT FOCUS ON PLAYING MY MAPLE ! ): sian TTM.

2010-04-15T09:05:00.001-07:00

I SWEAR I WILL TRAIN REALLY HARD !

2010-04-09T10:27:00.001-07:00

everyone is learning something new everyday !
and everyone is improving everyday !
so give the right attitude and LEARN !

went to play at spans last friday :D hahaa GOOOOOOD FRIDAY INDEED ! :D matches were fun and even lunch was fun (tho everyone was rushing off to church!) ahhaaa. played with Raffles Junior College last saturday. :O played like 7 matches? won all. (: not bad. gracy wanchew cheryl apple yuewei and i have great mo qi ! :D hahaa. played till the 2nd last set and i was like panting like hell alr )x LOL. this always happens on fat ppl. so yeah, xi guan-ed :D RJC is really big !! :D i want to study there! (x (wait long)

went back to hsc . played matches too. against MI :O so used to them alr. feels great receiving their spikes and serves. I WANT TO BE A LIBERO !! :D hahaaa. fun like heaven!~ LOL. let me use a new word i've learnt. FUN TTM ! :D heheeee. okay. gtg :D

BBQ @ my house today ! <3

2010-03-07T22:18:00.000-08:00

will i be better?

2010-03-03T05:07:00.000-08:00

I DONT LIKE !

2010-02-12T07:49:00.000-08:00

I SUCK BIG TIME !
omg. so long nv train. and im like... :O *jaws drop*
hahaaaa. WENT TO SPANS TODAY TO PLAY ! (must caps den wanchew will feel jealous) hahaaa!
when i played subset, it was okay .
but when i played setter . i dint wanna set . LOL keeep forgeting that second ball is MINE ! omg! i've beeen playing setter since sec1 and now i forget everything ! :O
LOL . i just saw some team temasek vball pics .
OHMYGOD ! i feel like burying my head now . LOL . cos ... THEY LOOK SOOOOOOO PRO!
and the fact is .. THEY ARE VERY PRO ! )x
seriously , do they even need people to fill their bottles? or is it even taken ? ):

since i feel fat, no. i am fat!
i need to run ! :D
I WANT TO JOIN TEAM TEMASEK ! T.T

2010-02-11T06:30:00.001-08:00

lol aft tokin to crystal i suddenly feel like blogging. i dont know why :D
hahaaa.

but i forgot what i wanna write ! )x

okay .
tmr im gonna play at spans !
...
im the only girl there tmr i guess :(
but im gonna wear my new adidas jersey !
yay im so excited.

hahaaa.
i wanna try to play in team temasek !
im so motivated to play when i see zhesheng playing for anderson , gracy regina playing for meridian and zherui playing for yishun !
i tink they are all gonna get a trophy back !
:D
i want one toooooo! i want a gold one ! :D hahahaaa.
im still waiting for jiaolian's reply . he helped me ask ye jiaolian if he needs players )x

jiaolian asked a very good question.
he asked me what i wanna play in team temasek . ):
i really dont know what i can do in the team. maybe a bench warmer or water girl .
but i dint dare to tell jl . scared break his heart or he dont wan help me ask . ):
so i said i'll play whatever they ask me to play .
argh im so short n fat . im gonna go run ! :D
i tink need wait a million years )x

i've spent like 250 bucks !
): i still feel rich when im not !

HI CRYSTAL :D

2010-01-31T22:57:00.000-08:00

3 days of full shift. ):
so tired standing the whole day ! damn the isetan crazy hot picks ! but not actually, cos i'll be getting my pay sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooon :D yay .
im so tired that i slept too long and my head hurts .

phone spoilt, contacts gone. im gonna buy a new phone soon .
I GUESS ?
im using my mum's phone and my mum doesnt have any phone now . LOL :D

i tink my brain isnt working anymore ):

when i know they could win,

i want them to lose.

and when they really lost it,

i feel sad ):

2010-01-26T23:27:00.001-08:00

LOL . finally stepped into kbox again aft many many years. LOL . no lah not so long :D we only paid 8bucks !!!! woah super cheap ah ! and aft 4.30 they dint chase us out :D we stayed till almost 5! hahaaa :D

thanks for all you've given. (:

2010-01-21T00:46:00.000-08:00

i am gonna work again on the 29-31 ! :D yay! FULL SHIFT @ 6.50/hour. yayyay! 3days earn 200bucks yayyayyay! :D

gonna start giving tuition soon. like next week, no saturday. :x im so excited but im so scared. later cehao fail, i die. LOL :D saturday's tuition. LOL im gonna go with chew. i hope it isn't a free trial :O hahahaa.

NEED PLAYERS TO PLAY ON SATURDAY . ):
only gracy,wanchew,merabel and i..
hope cheryl will go and hope i can find one more player :D hehee.

2010-01-06T05:26:00.000-08:00

omg. results are gonna be out on the 11th.
and you know what . im superb scared now cos i know i dint do my best :x
it's like when you're studying n doing, you anyhow do cos you just wanna finish the paper.
now you'll start to panick because you've screwed up the whole damn thing and now the results are gonna be horrifying ):

2010-01-01T06:50:00.000-08:00

you know..
when people are done comparing results, they start to compare your pay .

2009-12-29T09:04:00.001-08:00

I MISS GRACY, CHERYL, CRYSTAL, REGINA. :(
there's no wanchew cos i practically see her everyday . lol .
I WANT TO PLAY VOLLEYBALL ! :(

2009-12-28T07:27:00.000-08:00

I MISS VOLLEYBALL !
(: im lookin forward to thursday. i hope it's still on. :D:D:D:D:D please . hehee.
left twooo days of work :D hehheeee. 4jan dont need kai xue worzxzxzxzx(eee?) :D heheheee .
MUAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHA!

2009-12-21T23:13:00.000-08:00

wooh~ enjoy working sia :D
esp when im doing WR. haha. (x cos working inside mango you're always potentially in danger of tio meh-ing . lol . but people doing adhoc like us are really friendly :D some seniors too ! (: hahaa.

got handsome guy oso . :D wanchew's gary . hahaaaaa!
okay. it has been a long time since i've gone online. and now, i've nothing better to do here. so i shall just go maple (: bye ppl .

my facebook is screwed. but it doesnt affect me (:
i'll just have to ignore it :D

2009-12-15T05:32:00.000-08:00

I TAKE BACK MY APOLOGIES, YOU BASTARD.
if u're that desperate , just go and find others.
try to please me and badmouth behind my back.
thank God i stood firm.
im not taking back my apologies to JK and zsheng .
BUT ONLY U !

i almost died of asthma today .

2009-12-11T08:30:00.000-08:00

I THINK I SHOULD JUST GO AND DIE.
really . with me living in this world, upsets everyone.
i clearly stated that i WILL NOT, CANNOT make it for it, yet it seems like it's all my fault. okay, ya i admit. it's actually all my fault cos i have volleyball trainings , i have work . and I CANT MAKE IT.
i made everyone angry n upset.
yasmin, just go and die . vanish from this world and everyone will celebrating.

anyw, i served an out ball during the match with VSR. omg. im so damn sad and yet the damn gig thing is stressing me out. but anyw, back to it.. it's like wtf? first n last. i told myself i cant serve any out ball today and yes i did it. but i still suck as a subset :( first time playing subset officially. and u kno what. i dont like that bryan chan referee. so !*&%&^%#$!(*&!! he was like telling volleysports blue "wlao, u all come today for what? just walk over lah. waste your time only" what is he trying to say man. forget it. 17 16. still lose. i finally rmb how jermaine looks like. still very cute.

2009-12-10T00:47:00.000-08:00

I HATE YOU !
I DONT WANNA GO JAMMING.
I DONT ENJOY JAMMING SESSIONS.
I LOVE VOLLEYBALL.
I LOVE WORK.
WHO ARE U TO ORDER ME AROUND.
GO FIND SOMEONE ELSE IF U DESPERATELY NEED A VOCALIST .
IM OKAY WITH THAT DAMN GIG .
BUT U CAUSED THIS.
YOU MADE ME DONT FEEL LIKE JAMMING WITH U ALL ANYMORE.
IF U TINK MY BOSSY ATTITUDE IS BACK.
I TELL U, YOU'RE THE CAUSE.
I WOULD RATHER LOSE THE FRIENDSHIP WITH EVERYONE IN THE BAND THAN DOING SOMETHING I DONT WANNA DO !
you WONT understand how i feel !

NO MATTER WHAT .
I WILL NOT LISTEN TO YOU !

2009-12-08T05:09:00.000-08:00

last week i trained and played from mon-sat . hahaa. tired to the max. but sunday i was BORED to the max! :D and a lil sick . like .. cannot do without vball. haha!
U19 is FUN (: altho we lost, we've won friendship :D haha .

thurs fri volleysports (: will die until very cham. but nehmind :D we'll still do our best . hahaa. there's MItrng tmr. we might go. (: and .. we'll be gg to watch U19 tmr (: i guess ? :D hahaa.

okay, i've updated my dying blog. haha. the no life yasmin is gonna go play maple now (: aran is DAMN fun :D

2009-12-04T06:35:00.000-08:00

you know,
when you think.. others cant see it . you put it in ur heart, and not express it out in ur actions , no one will know what u're thinking .
(: im glad to have my team .

6 people one court , 11 people one team, one heart, one goal. (:

2009-11-30T03:56:00.000-08:00

okay im excited but im quite scared.
kno we're the underdogs but seriously, who cares. we just wanna have fun and play (: 25-1 ? be it . i kno we did try (:
okay tmr 7pm match at jurong west with PHS . strongest champs.
but .. we'll still do our best (:

2009-11-25T03:50:00.000-08:00

okay i just betrayed myself by taking #6 for PWW.
it's okay i'll only wear it for a few days. hengh.
thankGod. :x

2009-11-19T05:38:00.000-08:00

seriously . I FEEL LIKE CRAP NOW .
u know i've been training all day. doing that stupid drill, weights and medicine ball.
go back hsc still do same thing . try doing it for hell long. it will drain out all ur energy . and what i get is just his scoldings. and the damn juniors' comments. first reaction was shut the fuck up if u dont kno anything . and seriously. im so tired now.
muscles still aching cos stupid yasmin did extra sets of medicine ball drill. im so stupid ! lousy ass.
and my ankle hurts. left wrist hurts. thats why i feel so crap now.

I DONT WANNA GO GALA DINNER LIKE THIS :(

chose my jersey no for PWW. back to #one. :( i wanted #six. but .. it doesnt suit me .

six doesnt wan me.

i also dont wan six.

i hate six.

2009-11-13T03:34:00.000-08:00

lunch at pizzahut @ TM.
8 pieces of spicy drumlets~

pizza ! :D hahaa. regular pan pizza.

oriental chicken baked rice.

sausage craze baked rice

2 hours later.. all gone !

wanchew's oriental chicken.

my sausage craze.. :D hahaa!

and we left 4 drumlets :D

my last pizza! T.T

wanchew's last piece of pizza.

wanchew's chao ah lian bag. :D

2 hours 30 minutes later..

left 2 drumlets ..

KO!

we took damn long to finish this!

we drank 3 glasses of pepsi. and ya , omg. IM STILL SO FULL! T.T

we're so pro! :D

2009-10-17T09:04:00.000-07:00

graduation ceremony isn't fun at all.
when they invited our teachers up on stage tgt with us, i really so wanted to thank them loads. but i just couldn't say out what i wanted. it's difficult to start you see. but i managed to say thankyou to most of them. (:
i'll definitely miss mrnjoo :(
ah~ since im graduating , let me tell all of u a secret :P
I LOVE MR NJOO! okay.
cos he is my idol since sec1 (: THAT'S WHY IM IN E1 NOW ! (i dont care if im the last in class[im not], i just wanna be in mrnjoo's class!) those who are super close to me should kno how the story goes :D and ya, i was really sad when he said no one appreciates him that time :(
and he is leaving :( it's okay lah. COS IM LEAVING TOO! :P

:( im still not studyin. i oso dont know what im tinkin.
im worried for my 3sciences and eng :(
and.. currently im chionging my amath only. so that i can get an A1 ! (x hopefully? i dont wanna disappoint mrsgoh.

haha. 8 A1s like a lot leh (: 7 enough le. hahaaa. no lah . if can 8 oso can lah :P
PI AH! as if i can get so many A1s . lol :D but i wan MELVIN !!!

MELVIN IM COMING !!! ~

2009-10-06T08:48:00.000-07:00

if you dont wanna go , just dont go ..
it's okay . just few more weeks and i'll never get to see you again .
it really doesnt make a difference if u go..
or not ..
you're not the king , we dont have to beg you ..
and seriously,
is this how you treat me ?

2009-09-28T07:08:00.000-07:00

i just feel like ..

WASHING MY THROAT and REMOVING MY NOSE !
lol. they have been irritating me since yesterday ! ):

BLOCKBOOKING AND NIGHTSTUDY TMR ! :D
most probably my throat n nose will cooperate (: and most probably i'll be well enough to be in school .
AHCHOO!~ okay . bye ! *sniffsniff .

2009-09-27T05:57:00.001-07:00

i feel so laaaaaaazzzzzzzzzzzzyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy !
it's the start of blockbooking ! (: and im still not studying . i dont wanna study anymore ._.
i think no one can help me now . so helpless. no , i tink it's hopeless .
prelim results suck bigtime. but it's my fault . thats why IM HOPELESS .
but i was quite shock with my bio results . :O because i tot i would get a C . but i got an A ! :D although not as high as people's 80plus marks. but at least mr njoo wont pull me out of his class :D
i wanna be in his class ! :D hahaa!

._. i still feel very lazy . ):
i havent done math hw . ohgod . whats on my mind these few days.. ): im gonna finish EVERYTHING TONIGHT :D
bye people :)

BLOCKBOOKING TMR !!! :D

2009-09-21T20:55:00.000-07:00

wanna know what i've been doing these few days ? :D

(click to enlarge)

hahaa ! :D

tadaaa~

(click to enlarge)

playing :D

seeeee ! i got in the HIGH SCORE ! (x

ehhs . is very difficult okay ! :D hahaaa!

it's 11.57 . im still waiting for wanchew's call . hahaaa. :D

i'm gonna go eat lunch and den go school.

bye people :D

play photofrenzy on FB !

2009-09-19T09:10:00.000-07:00

babyDear :D
soo cute :D
looking at my bag!
sleeping.

stretch !

i wan this !

hugs jiejie :D

grumpy :D

please??

i saw this when i woke up this morning . :D

haha. all these are taken when i saw my pigpig in that position :D haha. dint do it on purpose. only for some . :D haha the front few i guess.

prelims ? haha bio phys amath eng all gone case one.

aiya , dont make myself so sad alr .

today when to whitesands to study . den go ikea to eat :D hahaa. it was the right choice ! hahaa. den sent wanchew to outram park . (: when i reached simei . she'll still at vivo . tsktsktsk. so inefficient. lol :D was afraid that shes gonna be lonely , so i called to talk to her all the way till trng starts. even when trng ends i also call okay ! SEE WANCHEW i so good :D hahahaa :D lol .

tmr sleep . monday maybe gg sentosa ? so random . tsk . lol.

oh, you know qingshan. he was like "hello stranger" and i was like SUPER angry . even benjamin doesnt do that . DONT I HAVE A NAME ? wtf sia. or maybe CHS thought him to be like this ? this reflects his damn attitude . i removed him . LOL . :D

2009-09-15T00:25:00.000-07:00

ARGH I SUCK !

I CANT DO BIO N AMATH.
MR NJOO IS GONNA KILL ME! T.T

2009-09-06T06:20:00.000-07:00

look at this cute lil nose !
i sent you this ! :D

:D:D puuizai .

2009-08-28T22:45:00.000-07:00

argh . was doing amath when jiahshin called . ):
and im now BUSY with our things , and not study ): procrastination again. okay , now everything is settled . and im going back to amath (:

wednesday - english paper 1&2
thursday - social studies
friday - geography
jiayou yasmin ! :D

oh anyw, im gonna watch pesta sukan finals tmr :D
off to ~~play~~ study? okay. bye :D

2009-08-23T02:09:00.000-07:00

got my chinese results on wednesday . mschan was like joking with me , and seriously , i cried ): cos i was really happy . i tot i screwed up and i tot i was so screwed . okay . :D hahhh~ my first A1 and distinction. im gonna get at least 6 more As :D hahaa. MJ and PWW ! wait for me ! (and wanchew)

went over to MI for training on friday . absolutely BORING . cos it was raining at first . and we had to end early because noor had a dislocated toe . ): hahaa. lousy laohuang ran as far as he could. LOL ! aft training , went to west mall . :D jiaolian treated us to pastamania. and we really did not wan jiaolian to spend lotsa money . cos ya, he always complain to us that he needs to buy milkpowder ! xD haha. so we scrimped. oh ! den on the train back, coach said he had his own company . OHMAN ! miles and molanders. SUPERB cool company name :D

saturday went to study with wanchew in the morning . productive. i finished amath and chem . oh and i realised i dont have the A4 size book ! ): i cant do my section two yet. so i did all MCQs :D hahaa. clever me . den we bused our way to hougang central. den walk to hougang sports hall to watch pesta sukan 2009 :D cos our dear jiaolian is in PWW (:

first it was PSA vs NTU ? PSA won ._. lol. I SAW MR CHEE ! okay. we saw mr chee (: den PWW won ALLIANCE! yay. our jiaolian so cute ! he is the libero hahahhahahaha ! XD TP guys are so good . they won the international kakis ! :D hahaa.

*PWW is party world wide . it's a team (:
going to play now. BYE :D

2009-08-15T03:59:00.000-07:00

it's the six of us again ! :D:D:D

yasmin.crystal.wanchew.gracy.regina.cheryl ! :D

crystal and I . [one ghostly gracy behind]

with the ghostly gracy :D

wanchew ~ :D

regina !! :D:D:D:D

both of us enjoy acting cute :D hahaa.

cheryl ! :D

1408 :D

the girls celebrated my birthday in advance. (:

im really really happy to see 6 of us tgt again. :D

thanks gracy regina cheryl crystal and wanchew (: love all :D

it's my birthday tmr !

im gonna watch movies (: one of which is with my family. im gonna watch xia dao xiao with em :D hahaha !

okay, i am gonna eat dinner and study now :D bye!

2009-08-07T06:30:00.001-07:00

it's been 3weeks plus already .

well, you see . you 'll never know what tomorrow will bring , you 'll never know if you'll lose someone tomorrow. so we shall treasure every moment with our friends and family , dont wait till you lose them one day . tomorrow is unpredictable .

black&white.

thats the only colour i see now.

2009-07-25T05:31:00.000-07:00

since crystal ask me to see something here..

so i decided to tell you all that.
I'M FINE .
told you , she's going to somewhere better, where she'll be happier (:

2009-07-20T23:51:00.001-07:00

16july2009.

she has gone to a place where she'll be much happier .

2009-07-10T20:29:00.000-07:00

A for Airlephant .
G for Gebra .
L for Labbit .
LEHLLY GOOD !
I TREAT YOU STOREBELLY ! :D

2009-07-05T08:35:00.000-07:00

school reopened on monday and we were isolated. cool isnt it?

days went on fine . have been hanging out with ssvb players lately :D haha.

i screwed up my chinese oral on thursday . congrats yasmin .

i dont have the mood to do anything since thursday . ): friday was terrible. seriously dint have the kind of "YESSSSS!" energy to do anything . we were kind to help tho. kind to escort dear fronia to DA... and starstar. (: swensens aft that. cos wanchew was craving for their baked rice. :O

saturday was with wanchew AGAIN. i see her practically 12hours a day T.T sadly. studied biology. cool eh? i actually sat still and study :D but not for long . went around and bought babypiggy for mrpig :D hahaa. <3<3<3

im going off to the airport now. (: bye.

im so sad.

2009-06-28T01:34:00.000-07:00

SSVB # FOO WS :D

evidence :D haha !

:D WE WON WE WON WE WON !

wooooooooooooooooohoooooooooooooooooooooooo~

SSVB vs QUEENSTOWN - 5:0

SSVB vs PIONEER - 5:0

SSVB vs BUKITMERAH - 5:0

yeahman. whos the champ eh :D hahhahahaha !

oh anyw, hahaa. thanks crystal for being our BAO MU for a day :D cheryl and gracy for coming down to support ! david for his breakfast ! (he starved us for the first 5sets!) laohuang for supporting and forgetting the BANNER ! hahaa XIAOLAI for his REDBULL :D hahahaa ! (x matt and kenji for coming down :P hahaa. see we didnt laokui all our supporters :D

trained to redhill EARLY in the morning. and when we reached redhill, we started to pin our SSVB logos up (: and our names on the sleeves :D hahaa. walked to BMSS. started off with queenstown :D haha jiaolian was right. we have never lost to them before. so QTSS wants to win us, and us SSVB cannot let them win :D haha ! aft QTSS match, we started eating our breakfast. french toast & orange juice ! :D haha.

pioneer's match was quite disastrous. D: lol. SSVB should know why :D hahaa.

bukitmerah's match was exciting? LOL :D but i guess it was the 3rd or 4th match.. i served like 10 over balls :D hahaa. so shiok ah :D hahaha! xiaolai was like shouting "the next aidil" haha :D YEAHMAN. aidil is my next idol . hahaa. for service :D hahah !

aft that when to plaza sing for lunch cum dinner :D hahaha ! with gracy crystal cheryl wanchew susan fronia shixuan merabel xiaolai marx weiliang :D hahaa. SUPER RE NAO. lol. cheryl gracy crystal and me ZHAO first :D to COTTON ON SALES ! but it was PACKED LIKE SHIT. lol. :D so we decided to go to the arcade :D hahaa ! :D:D

TRAINED HOME AFTER THAT. cos i was dead tired :D hahaa .

IM SO HAPPY BECAUSE WE WON :D haha !

2009-06-22T05:49:00.000-07:00

haha okay i rmbed what happened on that day alr. and im not gonna edit it . cos ya :D lazy . gonna just type it here :D hahaa.

played with the Bgirls won , Cgirls won, and here comes the mighty BBOYS :D
ohcool. we pulled the scores to 14-3 :D cool, arent we? (: hahaa. in the team of six, there's jay chou, lisi, yucheng, ruxun, binu, AND DARREN :D hahahaa. im just kidding but the darren guy's real name is really darren lah. :D hahaa.

i accidentally heard someone calling his name. but he dint hear so i helped the person call him. so i was like "darren darren.. :D ball ball!" his expression was SUPERB funny. lol. he was like "HOW ON EARTH DID SHE KNOW MY NAME?!" :D stalker. lol.

18june2009 . made some cookies and waited the airport for jiejie :D yeah! new shades! (x

19june2009. it's NOONE'S BIRTHDAY! hahaa. was late. cos i waited for bus9 for like YEARS :D hahaa. okay thats not impt . but we went to eat the FISH OF THE YEAR ! lol. manhattan something like tt. LOL :D played arcade. and watched DRAG ME TO HELL. it's so scary . and ya, we went 8.50 screaming our hearts and lungs and whatever organs we have in our body out ! ): hahahhaaa.

21june - 22 june 2009. we were so nice to wait for fronia to arrive SINGAPORE ! :D hahaa. fun ah. in the conversation there's like me chew susan fronia xiaotu laohuang alan xiaolai? (duno lah. i oso duno who is who. LOL. :D

and there's trng tmr (: wow. i said so much already..

and one more thing. I HAVENT DONE MY HOMEWORK. im gonna be dead soon.
): i dont wana do anymore lah !

2009-06-17T07:18:00.000-07:00

tuesday 16june2009 :D

haha training as usual. oh man i was late by about 10min . )x sorry. hmm anyw, trained to redhill and we were so early ! yay. match match and more matches. BORING at the end cos we dint get to play with the Cgirls. even if we had. i'll still be bored to death. ahahaa. gang qiu with laohuang n xiao tu till sian oso. hahahaa.

aft trng go makan @ bugis pastamania. lol. SUPER FAT ALR :D on the train we started kajiaoing someone again. and yup, sian . today starstar isnt free. or else.. hehehe :D nice show. hahaa. (x

aiyo i totally forget wht i wanna blog about. cos i laughed too much.

wait till i rmb , i'll edit k? :D hahaa.

bye people. (x

im the greatest matchmaker and kajiao-er ! :D hahaa. disturb only :D

2009-06-12T07:22:00.000-07:00

training at MI in the morning . ended quite early today cos it was SUNNY ! awww. im all red again ! haiis. okay today's trng is fun. and i did something that help me earn a free lunch. :D hahahaa. get alan's number. hahaa. was totally shocked when he asked for my number. i couldnt reply him man. lol.

lunch at swensens :D not i pay one. hahaa. YES~

walked around. BUSED back to bedok. OHMYGOD. it was hell. ): im so tired. and we did somethings on the bus. hahahahaa. super fun. fronia wanchew susan should know what it was . haha. :D

hmm xiaolai and laohuang are soo funny :D

he says that i've found my own entertainment.

but i still miss him loads.

2009-06-11T07:06:00.000-07:00

training @ queenstown today.. and we lost our way :D hahaa !
this one not fun one. cos keep winning. lol. wanchew still dont wan let me have A chance to serve ! :X always till pearlyn den end the game alr. !&^%%#$#*^$*&*$! hahaa ;D
aft that went to citylink for lunch. super full. den trained down to airport to do some work. :D hahaa. wanchew and I are really nuts. we cant stop cracking stupid jokes and laughing our ass off. (EVEN IF WE'RE WALKING/ON THE TRAIN/WHATEVER! :D)

ohyay! we're having buffet tmr. fronia is gonna pay for mine and wanchew is gonna pay for susan. cos we did something GREAT ! and deserve that treat :P
YES ~ last day at MI tmr . dont need travel to bukit batok SO FAR ALR !
and fronia will say "uhhhh~ ): alannn..... " ROAR.
:D haha. im so tired. goodnight ! :P

2009-06-10T06:24:00.000-07:00

ahh. im aching all over again !

met the girls at 7.45 ! :O trained down to JE and bused to MI. haha. the sun was so hot until im all red now. )x i wont get tanned cos .. erm. i cant get tanned lah ! :@ okay nvm. i oso duno what tokin me. haha. :D but because i wore wrist support, my left hand is double coloured. :D haha cool man. lotsa things happened. and yay ! we won we won 16-14 :P hahaaa.
i feel so sad. i can get(WALK) thru ABoys and BBoys net )x hahaa. actually they are of the same height ! :D hahahaa. higher abit only. and ya, today we played ABoys net ! it's so high. and i fang qiu till nice nice ! :D yay! *jumps around !

ended training around 2 . went marina square to have lunch at pizzahut. we were all so hungry and im sorry for eating so slowly again :P hahaa. anyw, we saw the MI #eight at citylink PATUO-ING :D hehee. GOTCHA ! ohanyw, ya. walked around to get presents and den walked to suntec city mall for more presents :D haha.

trained home. and ya ! YAY ! we're playing for another minicup on 26&27. and having some beach training @ sentosa on wed n fri ! :D yes !

oh. i was talking to shixuan online. and we suddenly talked about gracy. and i made this comment that gracy is my best subset i've ever had ! :D hahaa. OHMAN. altho yest she pissed me off by not knowing how to spell 旅游 in han yu pin yin. but yes, I MISS HER ! )': awww.. haiis. stupid onion ring say she cant play anymore. i bet she'll be the best lorh! smack her smack her smack her. haha.
P.S.: shixuan is a good subset too :D haha i like her too!

haiis sec5 ! :D
I GOT MYSELF MS SHY TODAY (7-11)
im so happy.
byebye :D

2009-06-07T20:20:00.000-07:00

i think you're the best. you think i'm the best.

i'll try and live my life happily. you should too.

2009-06-06T00:07:00.000-07:00

5 june2009 (:
met fronia, annette and yuhui at 7.50 for breakfast :D went to meet the rest at 8.30 at the control station . den off we go to outram sec. :D hahaa. it's a superb long walk from outram park mrt station to their school. and the "tourguide" from their Cgirls team was wearing a SUPER SUPER SUPER short skirt n loooonng shirt (school uniform) WOOW. lol. so daring. haha. did our warm up and prepared to play . haha . :D played 7 matches n we won ! :D

haha. wanchew keep spiking out until the very last match. she spiked in (on the line) and i was sooooooooo happy till i shouted "YAYYY! ON THE LINE !! ~" :D haha. i was so scared they said it was out . haha . overall. FUN FUN FUN. :D

played setter n libero . haha . FUN EH. (x

after the match at outram sec we went bugis food junction to settle our lunch. wanchew n I was like walking around looking at the food . when we like that food it's super ex, when it's cheap, it looks disgusting. haha . :D so we finally decided on lemon chicken cutlet rice. hahaa. and jiaolian was like saying "你们两个这样会吃，为什么买一样的？" hahaa. HUNGRY ma ! lol. den jiaolian decided to treat us to dessert. wanchew and I wanted to share a ice kachang but i said "教练，我们要ice kachang !" den he tot we wan one each and so he bought us one each. wow. it's super filling okay. during lunch we talked lotsa crap. haha. :D

when we were done jiaolian went off first den shixuan. so left me chew fronia annette yuhui wenting. haha. we went around bugis and even walked around iluma. :D it's soooo big ! hahaa .

at 5plus when everyone left, it was me and wanchew 's time together. (so romantic, not) lol. we continued to eat. erm sausage, cupcake, ... ? super FULL. and cos the day before i was drinking orange juice while tokin to jasmine n wanchew. and wanchew felt like drinkin it. so we went cold storage to get one pack. we were too engrossed in eating our cupcakes and when we were almost stepping out of the shop, wanchew hold her hand up (with the packet of orange juice) and we were like "OMG !" and laughed our way to the cashier. even at the cashier we were still laughing.
wanchew even spit some cupcake out. hahaa. eeeee. haha.

we decided to train home. and on the train we were still jokin about it . hahaa. :D

i slept at 9pm. lol. superb tired. tues trng, thurs trng, fri match. muscle aches. lol.

we're gonna have training on wed,thurs,fri . MI, queensway , MI . lol. all morning siol. like 7.45 must meet . :X zzz.

my target is 16 , so that i can go for training during nov ! :D

2009-06-04T07:46:00.000-07:00

aiyo. my limbs are still aching ! )x
wahseh. first time i wait for guys sia. 3guys somemore. smack them ah. dare to late. anyw, jammed and buttered. nothing much.

chiong down to MI for trng. phew.
lotsa things happened. SUPER FUN. :D hahahaa. and yup, IM SUPER HAPPY.
today i "pu" to get a ball. and i managed to save it nicely.
i got up and jumped around happily.
den i shouted to jiaolian "jiaolian ni jiao de wo you yong dao leh ! " hahahaa. :D
he smiled n nodded. hahaa. sense of satisfaction. :D wooooohoooooooo~

<3 today's trng. best part of the day !

2009-06-03T05:21:00.000-07:00

i'm trying to make myself believe that i'll enjoy myself tmr.
i want to do my homework. but my limbs are aching and im tinking of trainings.
i havent practiced singing yet.

tmr i want to do my comprehension . i want to go jamming and i want to go for training.
我说得出做得到！
i guess (x

2009-06-02T06:45:00.000-07:00

i'm so tired ! ):
my shoulders hurt !
my left wrist hurts !
my left leg hurts !
and i feel so full from drinking so much WATER ! :O

boohoo T.T

hahaa. :D we saw half-naked no.13 today (in the gents) ! cos shixuan peeped. muahhahaa. okay so pervertic. i havent 16 so .. :D lol.

I AM GOING TO PLAY NOW. and then to sleep. :D
wed is my "rest the limbs day!" :D
and thursday is my TRAINING day ! ahaa. and jamming. (:
friday is a MATCH day ! :D with outram yay yay yay! are you jealous?
haha. too bad ! :P

2009-05-28T05:59:00.000-07:00

BOO ! :D seems dead. so i decided to just add a small post. haha.
well it's gonna be friday already. as i said, results suck. and i guess.. i'll be the last in class this year. haiis. fated. but im sooo gonna improve during prelims ! :D who cares if it's a last position ! anyw, gonna have my Chinese Olvls paper1 n paper 2 on monday 1june. and after which there's an English diagnostic test or something ): 2june there's oral for me. ALL BECAUSE IM LOUSY. )): oh! refereeing course coming up. but i tink i'm too tired to go. but it seems interesting ! cos it cost only 150bucks this time. (last year 160bucks for beach/indoor vball refereeing course and coaching course!) ahhaa. so im soooo gonna consider. (:

i just found out that i cant leave wanchew! she's so crappy. (okay actually is me) :D one day i shall call her and chat for about 10hours. maybe we'll end up in the same hospital because of stomach cramp. hahahahhahahahhaha ! okay. bye people. :D

:D

2009-05-23T21:46:00.000-07:00

yo i'm Back ! :D
haha. not much , results suck. oh and tmr's bio skill3 exam and i'm still not prepared. hmm so aft this i'm gonna go ... EAT den do physics spa den PREPARE ! :D yeah. (x
haha . (: currently (sort of) crazy over this korean version of meteor garden. haha GO WATCH IT ! :D yijung n gaeul very cute! (x okay lah. i go watch tv first haha. BYE!

anyw, fb games are so fun! (x

2009-05-14T00:10:00.000-07:00

it's finally over. but guess it's still the beginning or something? :X it's bio skill3 next week ! :O 8 more days. oh today there's no school because it's marking day ! and im going for a swim later. :D

ohman. im so gonna fail english ):

2009-05-10T07:02:00.000-07:00

ohman. it's sunday alr but i havent studied physics yet ! :O
): feeling quite depressed cause of my english paper2 )x i've never passed before and i know i'm still not gonna make it this time . ): no one can help too. haiis. very depressed ): depressed because people said it was easy and i knew nothing. and know what? im scared because i know im gonna get the lowest again and jeremy is gonna proudly announce to the class that i've got the lowest. history repeats. ): tactless ass. ohanyw, thats what he did last year. that's why im kind of scared ): but i cant help it.

english, social studies, chinese, geography, emath paper 2, amath, biology, chemistry paper 2 are done ! now left with physics paper 2 & emath paper 1 on tuesday and physics paper 1 & chemistry paper 1 on wednesday. thursday is marking day and friday there's chinese mock exam 5 ! OHMAN. 1june is coming ): and i merely scored 14.5 and 34 only ): like super low compared to others. haiis. goodluck to me man.

090509. :D nice day.

today is mothers' day ! and i went swimming ! :D haha. nv drown very heng alr. hahahahahhaaa. hmm i go study physics alr. ciaos

RUNNING OUT OF TIME !

2009-04-25T22:55:00.000-07:00

anyw, totally screwed up geog mock test on thursday. and i dint go school on friday (: but i went for gracy's birthday party ?! :D oh i missed the vectors test. tmrs our differentiation - ?? test. ohgod. ): and my bio textbook isnt with me now.. i've difficulties doing the skill3 worksheet and the worksheets due tmr ! :O haiis. zzz sian.

PAPER 1 and SOCIAL STUDIES ON THURSDAY ! )':

3004 - english paper 1 n social studies
0405 - english paper 2 n geography
0505 - chinese paper 1
0605 - p.chemistry paper 2 n emath paper 2
0705 - amath paper 1 , p.biology paper 1 n chinese paper 2
0805 - p.biology paper 2 n amath paper 2
1205 - p.physics paper 2 n emath paper 1
1305 - p.chemistry paper 1 n p.physics paper 1

):
CHIONG AH ! ~

2009-04-17T06:38:00.001-07:00

atlast! 3pures are done . (x but mid-year's gonna come .
since i've done my summary tests, so let me do a summary of what i've done this week. :D

monday- geography test postponed ? because of the gala dinner thing. aiya everything oso blame 4E1. we're like so supportive yet they just keep blaming us. cos they never asked why ppl nv go for it, den they just came to a conclusion that we are all not loyal to the school. oh thats great cos a disloyal class has like lotsa ppl going for the gala dinner eagerly. -.- and seriously, i duno why but i feel like backing out because of this. ROAR. (especially when teachers use that as an excuse to scold E1)

tuesday- physics summary. I NEVER USE MY BRAIN TO THINK ONE SIA. duno what was i thinkin at that time. all the answers were crap and i only tot of the right answers after i passed up the paper. :O

wednesday - biology summary. ):

thursday - chemistry summary. )): oh senior ron came to relief us. :D ahhaa. geography test was diff but i wrote crap. and yay me ! i got 7 marks :D ahhahaaa. not full marks but haiya. i nv study leh. ): haha :D hmm after school stayed back to be free labour. :D heheee.

friday - skipped 2.4km run today cos i ran an A for it alr. and there's no need to run again. :D so mrng assigned me a SUPERB important job which is taking the timing :D hahaa. den everyone except me has to run. and mr low was like asking "u alone?" den eric came to help me cos he dint wan to run again. lol. :D FCtime was sleeeping time !!! and i overslept. eric was like "ehh yasmin bu yao shui liao. yemin zhao ni!" i woke up i saw nothing den i went back to sleep. :D hahaa. but the table very hard seh. :O hmm went for lunch and went jamming~

superb fun. especially when yemin sang (his singing is still is my mind!) and he played the drums ANYHOW-LY. :D fun! (: and dom's dad fetch us back. haha.

okay this is isnt a summary. cos it exceeded the word limit. okay then. im lazy to summarize. maybe u can help me. (:
tmr there's chinese. ): hope i can wake up. :D heheee.

2009-04-09T06:21:00.001-07:00

heypeople. it's like 9.21pm and im half-dead. soooo tired. wanna sleep.
bioSPA is bad. i did something really really really wrong ! aiis wth. ): mrnjoo told me im back to square one again ! )x cos i dint do well for bio test. NAPFA.. it's a full 30 points again. but so what? it's disappointing. )): partly because im too fat. yea. so aiya. dont care alr.

tmr is good or bad friday? ): im going out for breakfast den send some holy person to church and :D HOME~ yes ! what else can i do at home? :D SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP~
okay. thats why im fat. :D u see (:

anyw, hey people ! go for haising's gala dinner !!!! it's like gonna be so damn cool. like goodness sake u have to wait for another 50years for another dinner like this.. and when will that come? who knows if haising will still be alive ? or will you / I be alive . u know? :D go gala dinner !! hahaa. propaganda. :D

2009-04-07T02:02:00.000-07:00

ohcooooooooool. (: it's still tuesday. ):
walaooo. had stomachache since monday morning. and sunday night while chatting on the phone, my eyes were super itchy. see lah. tok so much until my eyes oso cannot tahan. :D hmm monday had geog, chem and eng tests. erm geog was disastrous cos i only got like 8 marks cos i forgot what mr ng said. haiis. my results dropped drastically for geog man. )': hmm . nvm nvm. ultimate target is the Olvls paper. :D heheee. hmm and today. I AM SOOOOO HAPPY~ wheeee~ just because dylan called me sicko. haha! nahh not that. cos it's the first time mrs tang praising me ! tho it's like nothing to jeanette, elaine and dylan.. but ME EHHHHH! :D:D:D:D:D hahaaa. (x just hope i dont get the last for the next test. -.- lol. hmm survived chemSPA today. :O

ohanyw, haha ! tmr got bio(SPA) supersuper scared. ): but aiya the whole level (except p.physics ppl) is gonna take with me.. so no worries . like what yemin said when i slack , i can be sure that there will be ppl slacking with me.. and now, because im scared, im sure there will be ppl as worried as me. :D yeah? hahaa. (:
9april is our NAPFA! ohgod faints* im so fat. i cant run anymore! T.T

9april <3

2009-04-05T05:59:00.000-07:00

woooow. i love my blogskin ! :D it's filled with colours! yeahhy. (:
hmm done studying geog and chem but seriously, i cant rmb anything now. :X i duno why. but nevermind i'll revise later. (: hmm and now im gonna enjoy my life while someone is "enjoying" his studying :P
bye to anyone whos reading this ! (:

ohanyw, there's geog test, chem test and english mock exam tmr. and im gonna go for training?
cos im not gonna have any chance to touch vball next year. [i guess] (: so treasure my time when i can ! :D

2009-04-03T06:34:00.000-07:00

:D im backkk yo !

monday is kinda busy . and tiring i guess. [ actually im tired and sleepy everyday according to someone. cos im a piggy ): ] hmm just that geog and bio papers are like so screwed up. ): geog ! i got 7 / 8 only. wth lah. so sad.
tuesday wasnt any better. ENG(SPA) hahaa. understand? three periods in a row. and there's CHEMISTRY SPA. ): we got PUNISHED because we were "good" . and we got PUNISHED for nothing again after lunch. he just decided to ask 4E1, the f-ing cool elite class to go stand under the HOT SUN @ the quadrangle. :O ohanyw, WATER BALLOONS ARE FUN MAN ! :D
wednesday thursday . seriously i cant think well. i rmb wed there's 3tests, quarrelled with marcus and GAMES DAY. WHAT CAN A BANANA AND A TOMATO QUARREL ABOUT? the quarrel with marcus was hildarious man. :D and GAMES DAY .. wasnt supposed to play but they needed reserves for the reserves? LOL. in the end.. i played for all. REAL SAD. ): cos we lost the last match. haiis. but it's okay. cos it's fun playing with my class people. they are awesome ! :D thursday is CIP! :D 458 458 458 ! but dint get it. lol. took 459 instead. lol. ): boohoo. :D
hmm.

and FRIDAY which is today.
class was practically tiring and boring. (people in the class rocks.) :D hmm and went lunch with MRNG ! :D it was his treat. and we went to sakae sushi. hahaa ! there's my team and the guys team who pathetically left 3 nice guys zs, jason and joel. lol. and yes ! my team. (: i love my team ! we rockk! okay. im overly-high. lol. and we went off for a match. leaving poor regina with 3 lecherous men. lol. opps. just kidding. :D hmm and we board bus88 for SELF-REGISTER. cos we're gg to IMH ! and seriously, it's sooo goddamn embarrassing saying it.

ME: erm uncle, this bus takes us to the institute of mental health right? [im using proper terms]
busUNCLE: huh?!
ME: institute of mental health.
busUNCLE: OH ! MENTAL HOSPITAL AH?!
*stares from everyone*
ME: ya..

lol. u kno? lol. aiya! u wont kno lah! haha. and kno what gracy and I found this bag of cabbages, lettuces and XIAOBAICAI ! :D and thats because someone left it there. i suspected that there's a bomb inside. so we dint dare to touch it. :D in the end.. it dint explode ! haha! reached there and started to play with the MI girls and guys . and we won all. LOL! :D thats why i love my team. but no. it's not a team. cos regina wasnt there. she's busy eating u kno? :D hmm. and ya, that MI guy #04 . walao ! action nia. as if he very good. i send one guy from our team oso better than u lah ! want block us when it's only our second ball.. zzz. -.- ROAR. eat u up den u kno ah !

den i went dinner with gracy. :D it was a great sumptuous dinner. and till now im so full. lol. :D yummy dinner at wan zai ! :D hahaaa.
and tmr there's mrnjoo's lesson @ 7.45 am
and im not going for the chinese Olvls thing alr . ):

my dear boss just sprained his neck !

lol. SNOWBOARD SOMEMORE LAHH !

2009-03-27T07:55:00.000-07:00

dear readers, (i wonder if i have any) but yeah. it's gonna be haising's 50years ! haha. thats great. cos after tmr i can rest. actually not cos monday there is bio test, tuesday there is emath test and wednesday there is physics test and thursday there is amath test. :O great.

tmr i have to bring my 10packets of cheapo sweets, balloons and balloon pump. :D hahaa. and of course thumbdrive ! :D i 'll be dead if i dont bring it. lol. will die eh.

people ! please support me ! 5N2 classroom "aiya! what are the lyrics?" must play k? :D cos yemin is gonna come ! yay! :D bluetooth headset and sonyericsson speakers to be won ! :D
3bucks nia. competition 2bucks nia. :D soooooooooo. must come play play k? hahaa. lose nvm. still got prize. hahaa !

today friendly match @ hougang sports hall. and yes, i finally realise that im a lousy setter. stop playing volleyball i guess?

2009-03-25T07:41:00.000-07:00

it's p.physics Olvls SPA tmr.
there's CIP tmr.
there's a match on friday (most probably).
it's haising's 50 years anniversary on saturday.
i feel tired now.
i felt sad just now.
i'll be scared tmr.
i'll be panicking tmr.
but i'll do my best tmr.

2009-03-23T06:20:00.000-07:00

ohcool. school reopens. (:
well ya going to school SUCKS. and it's all because of oneperson.
but school still rocks.
??? contradicting. but yeah, im too tired to explain.
hmm. im facing sooo many problems with the haicarnival stuffs.
i feel so stressed up. ): boohoo. T.T
and yeah, training today sucks.
not because we're kicked out of the indoor court.
but because i spent most of the time looking at pearlyn's leg.
she had a leg cramp. )):
i never had a leg cramp before i think ?
bet the pain must be excruciating. :X
and yea, i think this is long enough. :D yay.
bye people. :D

and for God sake. stop tokin about us.

there's no such thing.

2009-03-20T08:20:00.000-07:00

a trip to jeanyip.
and it sucks.

boo. im gonna die of all the musics and lyrics.
): i kno i cant finish it !
i shall ask ppl for help man.

2009-03-18T03:17:00.001-07:00

HAHHAHAAAAHAHHAHAHA.

comeon. enlarge it if you cant see. :D

2009-03-17T01:42:00.000-07:00

im done with my homework. ahh sian.
everyday wake up tv eat homework play tv eat tv sleep.
and tmr there's school ! :D yay !

ah. my phone no batt. go charge.
bye people. :D

2009-03-14T01:32:00.000-07:00

okay , term break !
results for this term is quite bad but compared to last year there's great improvement. at least my L1R5 is below 20 (last year 21 seh) now i tink is 16? so ya, since there isnt any training now (but i still go for training) i must work hard ! :D
oh anyw, i actually got A1 for pure chem and B3 for pure phys and B4 for amath. WOAH. xD

haha. Olvls Chem SPA exam on friday. haiis gonecase man.
zzz. :D
oh! lotsa homework to do.
and lotsa vball tactics videos to watch.
like 43 episodes. :O

2009-03-09T07:55:00.000-07:00

ooo. tired because of chalet , and yemin's perfomance. and i've only one thing to say :
YEMIN IS AWESOME ! (so handsome too!) xD

ohhhh. never study geog. so my consecutive fullmarks will be gone. haha. :D hm compo test i wrote crap. ._.

i love today. :D cos it's 9march09.

holidays coming .
coming friday - friendly with MI?
wednesday - training. :D
thursday - friendly with SRJC?
friday - training. :D

wheeee!~

2009-03-03T06:42:00.000-08:00

meet the bros-session yo. :D

rare phenomenon.

how often do you see all your contacts from a particular group online together?

maybe often ? but for me, nah.

hahaa. :D except for the "mylove" group. :D cos there's only one person which is kenn!

hahaa. :D

physics 20.5

chem 19

amath 28

haiis . i really wonder how weiyan shushan and all brains work.

38 and 37 for amath ! :O OHMAN.

2009-02-28T07:10:00.000-08:00

haha great achievement today . after walking home from tampines stadium last year i decided to walk home from haising today. (: and yup i walked home and reached home after 1 hour 15 min. fun. :D im not crazy, im just a lil insane. :D ??? difference ? duno?

hmm. 6,7,8march. :O 6-8march sis birthday chalet. 8march yemin's performance. :O hmm. where to put my homework? :D good question!

2009-02-27T04:52:00.000-08:00

yay? common tests are over. and ya guess i'll fair quite badly.

friday 20012009` geography common test.
well wasn't quite confident for geog.
but yes ah ! my first full marks for geog of my life. lol. :D
haha. i've never passed history and geography when i was in lower sec.
seriously.

monday23012009` english common test.
hmm. hope for the best and prepare for the worst.
you see, what can a potential failure do ?
she cant ace it. just pray that i pass this round.

tuesday24012009`chemistry & EMath common test.
both gonecase lah.
study so much for chemistry yet i still cant do it.
ohman. what have i been studying ?
EMath. aiya. dont wan say alr. suddenly cant do.

wednesday25012009`biology, english part II & chinese common test.
ohgod. i got 18 for my nervous system that test.
and im gonna disappoint mrnjoo with my lousy marks for eye test. ):
english. ._. potential failure. ): thats what she says.
chinese. nothing much, just that i cant control my handwriting.
the more nervous i am, the bigger i write.
cant blame me !

thursday26012009`physics & AMath common test.
well SUPPOSED TO HAVE AMATH. but msong dint come.
so it was postponed. haha. have u heard of postponed common test? :D
well, we did it !
physics :O D.C. Circuits ): studied so much.
and killed so many brain cells. but it's quite okay.
just that ya, i know im careless. :D
haiya. school ends at 3.15 ! ):

friday27012009(TODAY!)`AMath common test.
haha. finally amath is done too. (:
PE was nothing ? cos mrng tot it was our Olvls Chem SPA today.
haha. :D so we went to the gym and i did nothing.
after school , my class played XBOX.
haha. my class is damn cool isnt it ? :D
we've turned the hell-like school to heaven. (:
ohohoh. watched MARLEY and ME. :D
we cried like shit .
so we decided to go to the park and cycle.
and so.. we did it ! :DD

glad that the video that mrng wanted to lend me is damn cool . :D
VOLLEYBALL. <3
the end. (:

2009-02-20T05:11:00.000-08:00

well it's been a week and ya, since i gotta say these sooner or later, i'll just say it now..

well obviously from my last post you all can guess the results of our crucial match. we fought hard and pulled through the three matches together. we keep telling ourselves that it's not the end and fought for every point. we've disappointed jiaolian, mrng, everyone in our team, mslim, our seniors who came down to support, the guys who came down to support, jethro, the cgirls and lastly, the school. guess i'll never be over it, but all in all , it was a good fight girls. i've no regrets playing that very last match though we've lost. but i was disappointed when you told her that we were too complacent, we werent. and it's so great that you've walked out on us when we were crying together. you just walked out of that damn court. yes, it's our fault that we've lost, cos our stupid mistakes were never comparable to ur "minor" spiking error. the reason im saying this is because think about it, you blamed us for causing this to happen, but have you thought of it? everyone makes mistakes including you, when everyone was trying to cheer each other up and pushing everyone to give their best .. you blamed us for being complacent when we werent? i promise and i swear that NONE OF US WAS COMPLACENT. if we were, we wont fight thru with you.. nevermind, it's okay.. thank God you're okay now..

sometimes is not that we wanna lose, we wanna quarrel/fight , or want that thing that happened to happen.. but it's fate. everything is fated. God decides who deserves to win more.. He decides what happens next. these are parts of our life cycle. obstacles to strengthen our friendship, stepping stones to create a better team. well doesnt matter that we've lost, what really matters is that we dont lose a friendship. maybe compare us to a topnotch school like presby or shuqun , we're nothing, maybe not even in their dictionary, but tink about it .. it's us , not them .. what we've gone through is different from them, what we only hope is only a title .. they might not understand, but we do..

since sec1 , regina and cheryl have been threatening to quit. from a team of 20plus players to a team of 11 today. when we were sec2, we lost our first zonal. our coach walked out on us immediately after the last match.. he could have told us that he will be leaving and tell us in advance to get us prepared but what we've got is only a "bye" and he walked off. it was a friday.. we were left to cry and train ourselves. our next coach was ziming. he was never in our training and we've never regard him as a head coach. maybe he only took us once or twice. other days we were left to train outdoor, under the sun, by ourselves. things started to change when coach swiss and oioi jiaolian came.. oioi jiaolian focused on the Cgirls and we had one training per week at kolam ayer. when mr swiss and oioi jiaolian left, we were taken over by ye jiaolian. he taught us for 3days and chen jiaolian came in. i really appreciate chenjiaolian's effort to teach us. he really changed us a lot. without him, we wont be even respected among teams. thank God there's jiaolian.

compare us to the guys, they have the hall,shade,support from the school and teachers, and everything to pamper them. mrnjoo even spared some time to train them. we wished for those , but none was ours. we dint have support and they used to say that the girls team was useless and hopeless. well maybe true but now not. thank God mr irving ng came , gave both teams equal chances to get what we were supposed to. though it's abit late, we really appreciated those. it's better than nothing.

no matter what HSC BGirls'09 will stand together as one.
"6 people one court, 11 people one team , one heart"

special thanks to seniors(huiyi,weiyang,jacinda,guni), Cboys'08(matt,zhihong,kenji,marcus), Cgirls'08 for coming down to support every match.
and thanks to shixuan who did great help on encouraging us and cheering us up. we really needed that and we're greateful to have you in our team.

valentine's day was so screwed up.

and sorry to screw up yours too.

2009-02-13T05:09:00.000-08:00

why is everyone getting so &%^#*^#(%^! bout valentine's day ! it's just valentine's day and ya, to me valentine's day is free-lunch day. cos all the goodies will make me full and FAT. this year i dint prepare any gifts so i was quite guilty when ppl give me gifts especially "mummy" ferrero. :O okay so im gonna do some shopping over the weekends.

i've no comments. i've cried but i'm not over it. treasure what you've already had. cos not everyone can be like you. no regrets about it, but i kno we've disappointed all.

i've no mood tomorrow.

no morning no afternoon

cos you're such a sleepyhead.

and holyass.

2009-02-06T04:59:00.000-08:00

monday02feb09:
happybirthday jkbro, botakronald and edwin.
skipped bioSPA trail and went to pasir ris .

tuesday03feb09:
hectic. need to do lotsa things and i cant catch up.

wednesday04feb09:
bio test was a gonecase. ): went to pasir ris and skipped chinese.
worst of all , i skipped 2 tests.

thursday05feb09:
happybirthday zrbro.
PURE PHYSICS OLEVELS SPA ! :O
quite okay ?

friday06feb09:
screwed up chemistrySPAtrail.
no re-bioSPAtrail for me. thankgod.
geog was crazy .
training was sad.
Cboys totally disappointed me.
poor matt.

2009-01-30T05:45:00.000-08:00

first screwed up p.physics test. OHMAN. and im so tired. ): i studied for so long man. ohman !

okay tineng today was fun. i did a lot today and my little mouse (xiao lao shu) dint grow. lol. still the same man. aft that was supposed to run 2.4km but there's soccer going on. so yup. NO MORE ! :D so we had many matches with the CBoys instead. oh today i fall so nicely once ! jumped up and came down . lost balance , reach the floor and did a somersault den lie on the floor on my back. :D cool isnt it? cant imagine? i'll show u next time. :D hahahaa ! monday's match just play normally. (: it doesnt matter if it's a thrash, what matters is the process. (:

stupid pig. ROAR.
and people, i admire kenji's attitude towards his position. GOODGOOD. :D

2009-01-27T06:18:00.000-08:00

haha. happy chinese new year people. :D

ohman. it's 10:19pm now and i havent done my homework. cos.. friday went out, saturday went out, sunday is new year's eve, monday went out, tuesday (today) went out.. so why do teachers give homework for new year? :X there's no time to do man. so.. i started with math assignment two. and seriously, i duno how to do. :D and ya, biology! i forgot to bring back my textbook and now poor me has to like ask that lil bro of mine bout NERVOUS SYSTEM (he hasnt even studied that man!) chinese and geog is a gonecase. lol.

oh but anyways, it's a happy chinese new year. so yea, dear yasmin, dont stress urself. :D
i will complete chinese soon and geog tmr. (: